♥ Thursday, May 03, 2007 ♥
11:00:00 PM
somehow the honey moon period has really gone and i really need to get back to my feet to prepare for this long long route i'm planning in my life. seriously speaking, i've absolutely no idea what is it like working in the hospital. I've never been into one (other than the time i was born) and i've absolutely no idea what is the life inside. is it dead or is it lively? which part of the hospital do i want to be specialized in? which hospital do i want to go? will i do any mistake to harm my client? all those thoughts are like running while in my head.
i hope i can preserve in nursing. at least i want to get my staff nurse position and that's getting a diploma. if i can get it, i believe obtaining a adv dip and then to a degree wont be too hard then.
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project works are like getting me mad. lots of work and e learning to do.. yet it seems so little time.. duration on the bus are like forever and i'm getting home everyday almost at 7. getting a bath and by the time i finish my dinner would be like 8pm already. got to do project research and doing e learning it wouldnt be long and it'd be 11, 12already. and i have to get up at 5 or 6 each morning. and i have to endure for another 3 years. OMG.
